August
27, 2005--This is
the last Saturday before "S" day. Typical of Central Texas in August,
it is hotter than blazes. If I've used that expression before, forgive me. That
just seems to be my favorite trite expression to describe the intense summer heat.
I think Grandma used to say that. It makes me wonder how many of the expressions
I use have been handed down through the generations of my family. The funniest
and my personal favorite is to describe a slacker as "worthless as tits on
a boar." What has that to do with breast cancer? I'm not sure. Maybe it's
the "tits" part. Today at the grocery store I noticed numerous young
women in snug fitting tops. It's sort of the reverse of getting a new car and
then all of a sudden noticing cars in a way you never have before. Except, I'm
noticing something that I'm not going to have again, youth and nice boobs.. Envy?
Bitterness? Maybe.. One thing I am not bitter about is the lovely bouquet my
Blue Cross Blue Shield family sent me that was delivered to my home today.

 Thank
you to my dear friends!!!! A treasured friend and former neighbor came
to visit us in the evening. She may move in the Lee and me for a short time. It
could be a win-win situation. We have an empty bedroom. Our friend could possibly
drive me to appoinments as she is off on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, so Lee wouldn't
have to take off from work. We shall see how that plays out. | August
28, 2005--Did I
have a good walk today. I met my friend Janet down at the bridge around 8:00 a.m.
and we walked our dogs for nearly 2 hours. It was absolutely fabulous. For whatever
reason, the weather was cloudy, and cool with a nice breeze. It was like a gift
from on high. It felt like a fall morning, instead of the dog days of summer. I
picked up my prescriptions from the pharmacy, 6 of them, 2 pains pills, suppositories
for vomiting, nausea, antibiotic, and valium. I could open my own drug store!
Actually, I didn't get one of the pain meds because it is a narcotic and the physician
who prescribed all this had failed to include the number of tablets she wanted
me to have. Our older daughter, Cecily (that we still call Cissy), arrived
at the airport a little before 6:00 p.m. It was so good to see her. Lee and I
agreed that it is a shame that it is taking a mutilation of her mother to get
her down here, but we'll take her however we can get her! Both our daughters went
with us to eat our our favorite Tex-Mex eatery, Aranda's on Burnet Road. We always
go there when Cissy comes to town. Later in the evening, 2 friends that used
to attend church with us back in the 90's, Helen and Melanie, came over to visit
and to pray for us. Friends like that are truly a blessing, and helped us to feel
calm about what is about to transpire. August
29, 2005--This will be my last journal entry for awhile. I don't know when
I'll be able to resume sitting and typing at the computer. My insurance company
authorized me to stay inpatient until Friday, Sept. 2nd. Consequently, I now believe
that I won't be coming home until then. HMOs are not known for authorizing more
days than the typical patient for a certain procedure needs. Of course, if there
are complications, additional days would be approved. But there aren't going to
be any complications, are there? No way! Cissy and I went to Bed, Bath, &
Beyond so I could buy a bed wedge. The nurse told me that I will need to sleep
with my upper body elevated after I get home from the hospital. My plastic
surgeon's office seems to be having a little trouble deciding when I will get
"marked." She has to put markings on me before Dr. Regan starts carving
me up. At first they told me she will do it before Dr. Regan's gets started. Then
I got a phone call this morning asking me to come in at 4:00 p.m. to the office
and she would mark me then. Later, I got another call from them telling me that
Dr. Montero would mark me at the hospital and I don't have to come into the office.
Then, I got yet another call informing me that I need to remind the hospital staff
to call Dr. Montero after the radiological procedure is finished so she can run
over and mark me then. And they wonder why I got confused. The other day I was
told that I should take the antibiotic with dinner the night before (which I have
just done) and that I should also take one the morning of surgery. The catch is,
it must be taken with food, and I'm not to have food or drink after midnight tonight.
So I had to get clarification on that; I'm not to take it tomorrow morning. Lordy,
I hope they don't get this confused about the really important details. That doesn't
exactly inspire confidence. Cissy fixed supper (as we peasants call it) for
us tonight. She likes to cook. Pork loin with mashed potatoes and asparagus was
our fare. I was warned to eat lightly today, so I didn't eat much. Cissy will
be sending out a broadcast email to everyone who has contacted me about this "situation,"
(thanks to Max for that moniker). She will do so whenever she gets back to the
house. In the mean-time, I'm asking for the prayers of all those who care about
me and my family. Thank you, and may God bless you. Peace, out.. 1
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